OMG!! WTF MAN I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF THESE FUCKING KIDS! THEY ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME. I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE CLEANING UP AFTER THEM. I DON'T HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF BABYSITTING IF IT AINT MYNEPHEW IT'S MY NEICE. THEN ONTOP OF THAT MY OTHER NEICE IS LIKE BF NOW WITH THIS STUPID LIL GIRL WHO IS LIKE THE DEVILS CUZIN OR SUMTHIN. AND MY BROTHER KEEPS HIS GIRLFREINDAROUNDFOR NO REASON HECHOOSES HER KIDS OVER HIS OVWNAND I'M ALWAYS WATCHING HIS 1 YEAR OLD SON THAT IS ALWAYS INTO EVERYTHING. MY 14TH BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND I ALREADY FEEL LIKE I'M A MOM MY DAYUMM SELF. I KEEP TRYNNA THINK OF REASONS WHY I SHOULD KEEP MY OLD FRIEND LEXI AROUND BUT I  CAN'TTHINK OF ANYTHING! SO MAYBE IT'S TIME I JUX CUT MY SELF LOOSE FROM HER CUZ SHE'SJUX ADDING TO THE STRESS. I SWEAR IF ALL I GETFOR MY 14TH BIRTHDAY ISTHOSE KIDS OUTTA MY HOUSE I'D BE HAPPY. MY DAD IS IN JAIL AND IT'S LIKE HIS 5TH  OFFENSE OF DRUNK DRIVING SO I MIGHT NOT HAVE MY QUINCE ANYMORE WHICH IS WHATI'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE... AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN HAVE IT BECAUSE OF MY ALCOHOLIC DAD I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR REASONS AS TO WHY I SHOULD STILL CARE FOR MY DAD BUT EACH DAY I FIND IT HARDER AND HARDER!  MY SISTER WHICH IS THE ONLY PERSON I CAN TALK TO THIS ABOUT IS IN REHAB SO I DON'T GET TO SEE HER MUCH. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT I CAN TALK TO AND UNDERSTANDS ME OTHER THAN THAT I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO MY MOM CUZ THEN RIGHT AWAY SHE GOES AND TELLS MY BRO'S GIRLFRIEND BUTMY MOM DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT IT JUX MAKES IT HARDER FOR ME TO LIVE IN MY OWN GOT DAYUMM HOUSE AND BE COMFORTABLE. THIS FUCKIN LIFESTYLE ISN'T FOR ME AND I DON'T HAVE TO TOLERATE IT

Omg i am sick and tired of this life my dad is a drunk my brother got 2 girls prego i'm stuck watching my neice because my sis is in rehab also i don't know what i'm going to do with this whole situation with my suppose to be friend Lexi. I mean how fucked up is it that she didn't invite me to her birthday party but she can invite my cousins Johnny and Mathew? Very right. So now idk if i shud b her friend still or not but it seems like i shouldn't be cuz she was talking shyt about me too. She said that i dress like a lil kid and that ii need to grow up. Well i could talk plenty of non stop shyt about her but i choose not too. Why b cuz am jux some idiot who can't let go of friends that walk all over me and use me that's why.

OMG!!! This year has been so stresfull for me. First my brother dumps his girlfrined for a girl that has 5 kids. Then I find out that my other brother Merced is going to be having 2 babies. 
My brother is only 17. These kids are driving me crazy!!. On top of that my sister is in rehab so i have to take care of her daughter now. Another thing is that i also have to watch my nephiew nate and frankie because their dad doesn't want to take care of them. Another thing is that i'm going to highschool next year and my mom expects me to get into a really good school although i didn't realy do what i was suppose to last year so i might ened up going to a school that my mom doesnt approve. But what she doesn't realize is that it's hardto please everyone!!!

                            Well thats all for now,
                                                                Krissy
                                                                                                                                     Good Bye!!